….How do I start this….

SORRY!

I'm so sorry people!

MY computer is official fixed, but I still haven't touched it in dare I say 4 months. SO I don't have any art work or writing… all I have are some lame excuses. I got really caught up in school and marching band and then the Christmas season came around and I didn't have a single free weekend… sigh…

Guys I think my artistic touch is gone. I mean I can draw but I feel so restricted! I can't get the image in y head on paper and nothing's going right! I took a big break from drawing and I'm afraid I can't get it back! MY friend told me to start doodling and constantly draw and it'll become easier but I don't know how I'm gonna do that! I even took a break from the Naruto world (something I never thought I would do..) Just recently I caught myself up and I still haven't seen a bloody episode of the anime in months! The manga lost it's effect because I was rushing and I'm a mess.

I haven't touched photoshop in ages and though my computer that crashed awhile back is fixed with nothing lost, I am convinced it won't be able to handle the program at the rate I use it. I'm sick of entire art works being deleted because it can't handle it. So basically I need to start fresh with this new year and get back everything I lost.

Yet during my unexpected hiatus I did work on something: MY WRITING. People, I have sky rocketed in my performance and I'm sure you'll notice. I have been writing a Twilight fanfiction in these past months and I must say it's amazing. There are 10 chapters of angst and good metaphors. Actually it's 100 pages long. I can't say what it's called cause I'm under an alias to prevent very predictable flames…

SO I'm just prepping you guys for the crap that's to come and since my access to devi is so limited you need to be clear that, just cause I'm alive doesn't mean you'll be seeing things from me.
The Lost Age is put on hold. I have like 4 chapters under lock and key and I don't plan on touching it in a while… my Avatar faze is weak. I need to fix my game. I gotta a ton of art things for Christmas and plan to really get out of this mess.
Thank you to anyone who is still sticking strong, I know I haven't given much to those twilighters and am happy to say I got a ton of old art work in the bank. I need to got to rehab…. Ugh!

I can't even format this with respect. I'm alive, so shoot me.